The previous blog I wrote was titled Life is complete? To be honest, I kind of thought it was more like it made me feel more whole that usual. Like more stabilize than I have been throughout the year. I am person who doesn't like dramatic change and after that second job came in, I thought that's it. It's going to be like this for the next few months of my life. No fickleness.
However, I spoke to soon. The one person I've been wanting for so long decides to step back in my life, making me feel unstable again and made me feel as if I have to adjust my lifestyle again. For a day or two, I was contemplating heaps about this and there was a lot of stuff leaning towards the cons.
The WHAT IFs? I guess in the end, I chose what my heart desired most, which was my second chance. But there's always that part where, that second chance won't work out and I would just end up where I was a few months ago. But I need to remain optimistic about everything. Just about life in general I guess.
I guess my theory has been worked against
xoxo
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Saturday, October 3, 2009
*Insert Creative Title* - Life is complete?
It's been another slacking few weeks for me but I would say it's been enjoyable. I've finally begun my exercising regime, which I started out pretty strong but now I am just in pain. I've stuck to my goal of actually going for a nice run! And it was great. I ran without stopping and surprisingly I made it out to about 15-20 minutes. I also played Basketball with a few acquaintances who I hopefully can call friends now because I intend on playing more sports with them on regular sporting days. But yeah everything has been great since I've been physically active than usual.
And to answer to my blog title. Is it? Well, I told myself and the LORD above that if I got my second job then I am going to focus on working and studying hard more than anything else. Oh I really need to explain what happened.
Ok, so what happened was I finally decided to apply at that Chemist. Two days later, I received a call, asking if I could work on Mondays and Fridays. I obviously couldn't work the full day because of school so I had to decline that offer. But the lady said they were short staffed for those days anyway, so HELLO, I'm the best you can find! But anyway, she called my back the following day anyway asking if I could work according to my listed availabilities which is like half day shifts. And I said Yes! So yeah, I'm pretty happy that they've called me back. I might not be their favourite because I sound all picky and shit but yeah SCHOOL first man. But yeah back to my point, two jobs mean I should be on the ball with time management and everything. I mean I got what I've asked for and I have to promise myself that I would stick to it.
Anywho, I've found that I have been so uncomfortable in my own body for this past year. Especially when I go clothes shopping. Trying on clothes and staring back at the mirror saying I LOOK FAT! OH MY FREAKING GOSH! I was going insane to be honest. But yeah, I had a huge rage about the clothes I buy anyway. Sister tends to damage everything I own. Eg. Clothes, she gets bleach stains all over it; Shoes she tends to drag her feet when she walks so the shoes get worn out faster -_-"
So yeah. Got to catch up with some peeps again. Tuesday, went for lunch with Helbot, Anthbot and Muppiez. We just sat in MC food court lusting after rich kids on MTV -_-" Then yeah. Left after Hel and Anth went to class.
Also caught up with a few of the girls today when went for lunch at Lazy Moe's. Yep again! But it was good. After that, some of us headed to hp for some shopping. Well it ended up being Muppiez, David, Phuong and I. But it was alright. I had a good time. Also they cannot stopping bagging me about a particular person. Aish! Phuong was so proud of me because I told her that I started talking to ************* And yeah -_-" Found a few items that I liked but might perhaps go back there tomorrow.
Oh gosh today MOTHER thought she was so funny. HAR HAR. She asked who was gonna take me to Lazy Moe's. I told her Tony Kim was. Then she's like "What happened to ******?" And I'm like ERR, I told you last time we don't talk anymore. Then she's like "Oh so been hanging with any other guys lately?" Ahh so random.
I think that's all I'm meant to write. Sorry no pictures this time because I cannot be bothered. SO GOODBYE
xoxo
And to answer to my blog title. Is it? Well, I told myself and the LORD above that if I got my second job then I am going to focus on working and studying hard more than anything else. Oh I really need to explain what happened.
Ok, so what happened was I finally decided to apply at that Chemist. Two days later, I received a call, asking if I could work on Mondays and Fridays. I obviously couldn't work the full day because of school so I had to decline that offer. But the lady said they were short staffed for those days anyway, so HELLO, I'm the best you can find! But anyway, she called my back the following day anyway asking if I could work according to my listed availabilities which is like half day shifts. And I said Yes! So yeah, I'm pretty happy that they've called me back. I might not be their favourite because I sound all picky and shit but yeah SCHOOL first man. But yeah back to my point, two jobs mean I should be on the ball with time management and everything. I mean I got what I've asked for and I have to promise myself that I would stick to it.
Anywho, I've found that I have been so uncomfortable in my own body for this past year. Especially when I go clothes shopping. Trying on clothes and staring back at the mirror saying I LOOK FAT! OH MY FREAKING GOSH! I was going insane to be honest. But yeah, I had a huge rage about the clothes I buy anyway. Sister tends to damage everything I own. Eg. Clothes, she gets bleach stains all over it; Shoes she tends to drag her feet when she walks so the shoes get worn out faster -_-"
So yeah. Got to catch up with some peeps again. Tuesday, went for lunch with Helbot, Anthbot and Muppiez. We just sat in MC food court lusting after rich kids on MTV -_-" Then yeah. Left after Hel and Anth went to class.
Also caught up with a few of the girls today when went for lunch at Lazy Moe's. Yep again! But it was good. After that, some of us headed to hp for some shopping. Well it ended up being Muppiez, David, Phuong and I. But it was alright. I had a good time. Also they cannot stopping bagging me about a particular person. Aish! Phuong was so proud of me because I told her that I started talking to ************* And yeah -_-" Found a few items that I liked but might perhaps go back there tomorrow.
Oh gosh today MOTHER thought she was so funny. HAR HAR. She asked who was gonna take me to Lazy Moe's. I told her Tony Kim was. Then she's like "What happened to ******?" And I'm like ERR, I told you last time we don't talk anymore. Then she's like "Oh so been hanging with any other guys lately?" Ahh so random.
I think that's all I'm meant to write. Sorry no pictures this time because I cannot be bothered. SO GOODBYE
xoxo
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