Don't look at me, don't talk to me, don't even fkn breathe

ARGH! My family is so fkn od-ing me. All they do is bitch and fkn get on my nerves. I have to admit, I am being childish over the whole situation but you know it's just restraining and annoying.
I asked dad to go to lunch and he said no. But the dumb thing is, he let me go out on the Friday night for my sister's birthday. Atleast if ur fkn grounding me, ground me. Not change ur fkn mind every second. ARGH! Omg. Then I'm angry all day and mum tells me off for being angry. Says I must smile around the God damn house. I don't wanna smile in this fkn house. Everyone so annoying. No one ever does anything. And it's always me, me, me. For instance, dinner time. Oh typical asian fkn family. Girls in the kitchen. Who died and made my sister queen that she never ever does anything unless mum yells at her but she will do something small and just walk off. While I have to help mum with every second. And sis wanders off trying to find out where the fk Meadow Heights is. Moreover, my brother comes home late for work and I'm the fkn one who has to serve him. And I complain that when I go to work, I have to make my own food. Fk them all, seriously. Family is so damn annoying. I had this talk with my friend about respecting elders. Well, who the hell made that rule up anyway? Seriously. Who made the rule that we MUST respect our elders? Is that even a rule? Fkkkkk. So damn annoyed. I hate the fact that my family is so fkn sexist. Your brother is a guy. Of course I have to cook for him. Your a girl. You have to learn to make things yourself. Again, fkn traditions. ARGHHHH! so annoyinggggggg. I need some other way to destress.