ARGH! My family is so fkn od-ing me. All they do is bitch and fkn get on my nerves. I have to admit, I am being childish over the whole situation but you know it's just restraining and annoying.
I asked dad to go to lunch and he said no. But the dumb thing is, he let me go out on the Friday night for my sister's birthday. Atleast if ur fkn grounding me, ground me. Not change ur fkn mind every second. ARGH! Omg. Then I'm angry all day and mum tells me off for being angry. Says I must smile around the God damn house. I don't wanna smile in this fkn house. Everyone so annoying. No one ever does anything. And it's always me, me, me. For instance, dinner time. Oh typical asian fkn family. Girls in the kitchen. Who died and made my sister queen that she never ever does anything unless mum yells at her but she will do something small and just walk off. While I have to help mum with every second. And sis wanders off trying to find out where the fk Meadow Heights is. Moreover, my brother comes home late for work and I'm the fkn one who has to serve him. And I complain that when I go to work, I have to make my own food. Fk them all, seriously. Family is so damn annoying. I had this talk with my friend about respecting elders. Well, who the hell made that rule up anyway? Seriously. Who made the rule that we MUST respect our elders? Is that even a rule? Fkkkkk. So damn annoyed. I hate the fact that my family is so fkn sexist. Your brother is a guy. Of course I have to cook for him. Your a girl. You have to learn to make things yourself. Again, fkn traditions. ARGHHHH! so annoyinggggggg. I need some other way to destress.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Hello 2010 ...
Yes and hello 2010 ... the reason I named my title that is because, I am such a complete noob, who is still stuck in the past. I went out desperately needing a new diary! I browsed quickly on my lunch break at the local newsagency and picked up a pretty purple diary. Went to the register and paid. It was only until after work that I was showing off my pretty new diary to father that he pointed out that the diary was 2009. OH MY EFFING GOD! How dumb am I?! I either have the choice of refunding it, or knowing me, I'm lazy and do not like causing inconvenience to people so I just put up with it. zzz...
Anyway, lately I've been relaxing at home, seeing as I'm 'grounded.' Or atleast I think I am. But I guess it has given me to time exercise. I've been getting into ZUMBA fitness. It's advertise all over television. And it's FUN! It works up a good sweat too. I've actually gotten more slack around the house. I lay in bed and play games or I sit around watching series. Yeah, pretty sad, I know ... Anywho, January is sending me broke. I'm looking at all the things I need to pay for and I'm looking at about $1000. I mean, easily paid for, but hard to earn back... not to mention, I'm trying to reach target goals with my money. I don't think I can achieve it at this rate. Less shifts at work but I guess it's alright, considering I want to leave. But everyy time I think about leaving, something "somewhat" good comes up. Like, my boss is taking a break and he's barely around, barely talks to us anyway and he let me back on the till, however, I dislike the till anyway. But why is there always guilt held over my head when I want to leave ... he's understaffed when uni hits again, yet I manage to actually care that he needs to train more noobed staff to work for him. Anyway, I hate him anyway, I should not care less.
Back to my blog title. 2010 is actually kickstarting. I found out that quite a few of the Marian girls, did extremely well last year. Quite a handful of them got into good courses. Another addition is that a lot of my friends are transferring. Helen Nguyen got into Swinburne. So she will be with me! I can sense a lot of wagging, lunching, bludging etc. LOL. It should be a good year. Also, My's best mates got into uni and one got into the same uni as him. So I'm happy for him and his mates. Definitely gonna be a fun year.
On my agenda this coming week is my sister's birthday. She's turning 21. Hahaha I've actually been anticipated this for so long. Anyway, it should be good :) Liana Nhut's birthday is also coming up but I don't think she's doing anything. I guess I'll be blowing most of my money on my sister's birthday! Such a waste on alcohol, I knowwwww!
Next month is my bro's birthday. He's gonna be 23. But I'm assuming his birthday is going to coincide with this event that I don't actually want to attend. Gosh, it's gonna be party party party right up until uni starts.
Anyway, that's it from me.
xoxo
Anyway, lately I've been relaxing at home, seeing as I'm 'grounded.' Or atleast I think I am. But I guess it has given me to time exercise. I've been getting into ZUMBA fitness. It's advertise all over television. And it's FUN! It works up a good sweat too. I've actually gotten more slack around the house. I lay in bed and play games or I sit around watching series. Yeah, pretty sad, I know ... Anywho, January is sending me broke. I'm looking at all the things I need to pay for and I'm looking at about $1000. I mean, easily paid for, but hard to earn back... not to mention, I'm trying to reach target goals with my money. I don't think I can achieve it at this rate. Less shifts at work but I guess it's alright, considering I want to leave. But everyy time I think about leaving, something "somewhat" good comes up. Like, my boss is taking a break and he's barely around, barely talks to us anyway and he let me back on the till, however, I dislike the till anyway. But why is there always guilt held over my head when I want to leave ... he's understaffed when uni hits again, yet I manage to actually care that he needs to train more noobed staff to work for him. Anyway, I hate him anyway, I should not care less.
Back to my blog title. 2010 is actually kickstarting. I found out that quite a few of the Marian girls, did extremely well last year. Quite a handful of them got into good courses. Another addition is that a lot of my friends are transferring. Helen Nguyen got into Swinburne. So she will be with me! I can sense a lot of wagging, lunching, bludging etc. LOL. It should be a good year. Also, My's best mates got into uni and one got into the same uni as him. So I'm happy for him and his mates. Definitely gonna be a fun year.
On my agenda this coming week is my sister's birthday. She's turning 21. Hahaha I've actually been anticipated this for so long. Anyway, it should be good :) Liana Nhut's birthday is also coming up but I don't think she's doing anything. I guess I'll be blowing most of my money on my sister's birthday! Such a waste on alcohol, I knowwwww!
Next month is my bro's birthday. He's gonna be 23. But I'm assuming his birthday is going to coincide with this event that I don't actually want to attend. Gosh, it's gonna be party party party right up until uni starts.
Anyway, that's it from me.
xoxo
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Jets Swimwear
Swimwear brand Jets by Jessika Allen
Lustre Tiered One Piece
$129.99
Harbour Side 50's Halter Top
$89.99
Harbour Side Classique Bow Front One Piece
$149.99
The last one is my favourite. It looks Sailor-ish, which is kinda my fav style atm.
Lustre Tiered One Piece
$129.99
Harbour Side 50's Halter Top
$89.99
Harbour Side Classique Bow Front One Piece
$149.99
The last one is my favourite. It looks Sailor-ish, which is kinda my fav style atm.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
It's only a Tuesday afternoon
I realised I did not make a single post in December. Not much happened in December except that it was quite hectic with work. Up until the 12th of December, I was working 5 days a week. It was meant to be 6 but my boss at the tuition centre said there was a low student count at St Albans campus on Sunday so I didn't have to work. So I worked progressively 4-5 days a week in December. Good money but less time to spend with friends. There was less outings too even though we were all on holidays (referring to the girls).
There were a few parties that I attended to over the course of December. There was my work (chemist) xmas party, xmas eve @ CQ, Murphy's drink up, Dennis' drink up and yeah. All fun and a lot of alcohol consumed. Yes, very terrible of me, I know ><.
So the Xmas party for my work place was held at my boss' parent's house. Long story behind it all but I found out that one of my friend's whom I work with is dating my boss' brother. So she found it awkward hanging out at the house. Hahaha. We got gifts as well. Containing a lot of products from the shop. (Sunscreen, Face cream, Moisturiser, Vicks vapour drops and Ferrero rochers). We also had random raffle draws, where he ALSO had 'prizes' that came from his shop.
1st prize: blood pressure monitor, 2nd & 3rd prize: glucose monitor. Then he had those "luck of the draw" thing where everyone chooses an envelope and two of them contained $50, and the others contained $5. Sarah and Trang ended up getting them. Finally, he gave out $500 each to his staff of the year. The other pharmacist clearly had it -_-" .. and 3 other people got it as well. The rest of the night he left his guest to sit in a room and talk among themselves. Drink wine and champagne. LOL.
Xmas Eve @ CQ .. That was a not-so-eventful night. My night played out like this. For some reason I really wanted to go clubbing and I ended up going with Trang and her friends. I wounded up at her house, forgot my ID, so her brother drove me home to get it. We went to pick up his friends then back to their house. Trang and I stayed at her house til her friends came and we went to some other house. While at the other house, we waited for more people and the cab. When the cab came, we headed off to the city. We JUST got out of St Albans, only to realise that two guys forgot their wallets/id. We back to Cairnlea/St Albans for IDs then headed off to the city. $40 of our cab money was just driving around Cairnlea/St Albans. LOL. We pre-drank in the taxi and arrived at CQ. We got in pretty quickly only to find another queue. There was the whole issue with prepaid tickets and using guestlists. Rah rah rah. The venue was nice, but it was so packed with people and internationals, we kept getting lost. It was an alright night but I came home feeling not-so-tipsy at all which sucked. Anyway, we got out of the venue asap when we heard fights were happening. We were getting our jackets when they started throwing bottles down the stairs. I realised, this is possibly the reason why my mother does not want me going nightclubs. (Put off clubbing) ...
Boxing day: Murphy's drink up was pretty fun. Never seen Murphy so intoxicated in his life. (Photos on my FB and description about what he's like when intoxicated. It was good to D&M with some of the girls. But it felt like something was missing ...
The week dragged on and it was already New Years Eve. I planned a NYE dinner with some close friends but it all failed. Me, the host, did not even attend. That's terrible, I know. Furthermore, the weather was so bad. Hot and muggy all day, then dusty winds, thunderstorms and heavy rainful to end the night. My night was pretty good, despite the weather and not seeing the girls. I went to my mate's house for some dinner and drinks. The bf was driving and heading to QLD in the morning so he made me drink all his drinks. Pretty fun. Just before 12, we went out to this hill and climbed up on the playground thingy and watched the fireworks. Since we were in Footscray it was close to the city anyway. We popped some champage, hugged everyone went inside to dry off because we were soaked to the core. I'm surprised I did not get sick. Well we then partied some more and I went home. That night bf gave me my xmas present. He got me a 1TB hard drive. It's awesome :)
Despite not seeing the girls on NYE, I saw them the following Saturday because it was Jacky's bday. Jacky is Shirley's bf, who lives in Adelaide. Yeah long distance relationships. Anyway, we finally went to Shabu again. The place I've been craving for so long. I just love the food there and the atmosphere. Great fun! We went karaoke afterwards. I haven't karaoke'd with the girls for so long.
So 2009 has ended and it's 2010 now. We're in DAY 12 already. I wonder what happened to those 12 days, seriously. Yesterday was Helen Nguyen's birthday! We had an awesome night talking about some scary stuff and watching a horror movie. I got really scared AFTER the movie because Helen's house was so dark. Also, the girl's were talking about haunted houses and stories that are situated near my house. Errr ... yeah. We had a good d&m again. It was getting late, so we went home.
Anyway, there's like about 1month and a half to go until uni starts again. I swear that time will fly and uni will start. Second year will be hectic as. I am looking forward to it because my subjects sound freaking awesome. Neuro this, neuro that .. mmm brain :) Hahaha. But I'm not looking forward to those annoying uni books. Worst than VCE. Speaking of VCE I found out that my friend from primary school (Jessica Wescott) got DUX of Marian 2009. Super proud of her :) Good Aussie girl I swear. Well compared to us OH EIGHT girls, we're like the DUD year. HAHAHA but we were bloody awesomeeeeee :)
Anywho, I think this is it from me.
Ciao
xoxo
There were a few parties that I attended to over the course of December. There was my work (chemist) xmas party, xmas eve @ CQ, Murphy's drink up, Dennis' drink up and yeah. All fun and a lot of alcohol consumed. Yes, very terrible of me, I know ><.
So the Xmas party for my work place was held at my boss' parent's house. Long story behind it all but I found out that one of my friend's whom I work with is dating my boss' brother. So she found it awkward hanging out at the house. Hahaha. We got gifts as well. Containing a lot of products from the shop. (Sunscreen, Face cream, Moisturiser, Vicks vapour drops and Ferrero rochers). We also had random raffle draws, where he ALSO had 'prizes' that came from his shop.
1st prize: blood pressure monitor, 2nd & 3rd prize: glucose monitor. Then he had those "luck of the draw" thing where everyone chooses an envelope and two of them contained $50, and the others contained $5. Sarah and Trang ended up getting them. Finally, he gave out $500 each to his staff of the year. The other pharmacist clearly had it -_-" .. and 3 other people got it as well. The rest of the night he left his guest to sit in a room and talk among themselves. Drink wine and champagne. LOL.
Xmas Eve @ CQ .. That was a not-so-eventful night. My night played out like this. For some reason I really wanted to go clubbing and I ended up going with Trang and her friends. I wounded up at her house, forgot my ID, so her brother drove me home to get it. We went to pick up his friends then back to their house. Trang and I stayed at her house til her friends came and we went to some other house. While at the other house, we waited for more people and the cab. When the cab came, we headed off to the city. We JUST got out of St Albans, only to realise that two guys forgot their wallets/id. We back to Cairnlea/St Albans for IDs then headed off to the city. $40 of our cab money was just driving around Cairnlea/St Albans. LOL. We pre-drank in the taxi and arrived at CQ. We got in pretty quickly only to find another queue. There was the whole issue with prepaid tickets and using guestlists. Rah rah rah. The venue was nice, but it was so packed with people and internationals, we kept getting lost. It was an alright night but I came home feeling not-so-tipsy at all which sucked. Anyway, we got out of the venue asap when we heard fights were happening. We were getting our jackets when they started throwing bottles down the stairs. I realised, this is possibly the reason why my mother does not want me going nightclubs. (Put off clubbing) ...
Boxing day: Murphy's drink up was pretty fun. Never seen Murphy so intoxicated in his life. (Photos on my FB and description about what he's like when intoxicated. It was good to D&M with some of the girls. But it felt like something was missing ...
The week dragged on and it was already New Years Eve. I planned a NYE dinner with some close friends but it all failed. Me, the host, did not even attend. That's terrible, I know. Furthermore, the weather was so bad. Hot and muggy all day, then dusty winds, thunderstorms and heavy rainful to end the night. My night was pretty good, despite the weather and not seeing the girls. I went to my mate's house for some dinner and drinks. The bf was driving and heading to QLD in the morning so he made me drink all his drinks. Pretty fun. Just before 12, we went out to this hill and climbed up on the playground thingy and watched the fireworks. Since we were in Footscray it was close to the city anyway. We popped some champage, hugged everyone went inside to dry off because we were soaked to the core. I'm surprised I did not get sick. Well we then partied some more and I went home. That night bf gave me my xmas present. He got me a 1TB hard drive. It's awesome :)
Despite not seeing the girls on NYE, I saw them the following Saturday because it was Jacky's bday. Jacky is Shirley's bf, who lives in Adelaide. Yeah long distance relationships. Anyway, we finally went to Shabu again. The place I've been craving for so long. I just love the food there and the atmosphere. Great fun! We went karaoke afterwards. I haven't karaoke'd with the girls for so long.
So 2009 has ended and it's 2010 now. We're in DAY 12 already. I wonder what happened to those 12 days, seriously. Yesterday was Helen Nguyen's birthday! We had an awesome night talking about some scary stuff and watching a horror movie. I got really scared AFTER the movie because Helen's house was so dark. Also, the girl's were talking about haunted houses and stories that are situated near my house. Errr ... yeah. We had a good d&m again. It was getting late, so we went home.
Anyway, there's like about 1month and a half to go until uni starts again. I swear that time will fly and uni will start. Second year will be hectic as. I am looking forward to it because my subjects sound freaking awesome. Neuro this, neuro that .. mmm brain :) Hahaha. But I'm not looking forward to those annoying uni books. Worst than VCE. Speaking of VCE I found out that my friend from primary school (Jessica Wescott) got DUX of Marian 2009. Super proud of her :) Good Aussie girl I swear. Well compared to us OH EIGHT girls, we're like the DUD year. HAHAHA but we were bloody awesomeeeeee :)
Anywho, I think this is it from me.
Ciao
xoxo
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Delayed update
I'm on my way to finishing first year! Hell yeah! But so many obstacles on the way. That is, my Critical Thinking essay is due on Monday. I'm blogging and have barely made progress at all. I will remain optimistic whatsoever. There's exams around the corner as well. I would be starting SWOT VAC as of Monday. And is doomed to fail exams. Muahahahahaha. Ok, not so good! But this time I'm aiming for a pass. But never know, I aimed for a pass last semester, and walked out with 2x credits and 2 distinctions. But I don't think I'm getting anywhere, considering that I have barely done anything all semester. Still failing to start studying. But better late than never right?
I received my mark for the Psychology lab report that I've written. And I was pretty pleased to look at the criteria and see a lot of D's and HD marks. I flipped my page over, to find that I got an 80% mark! Woo! About time too. Because if I plan on doing Honours or Phd, I will get no where with my thesis if I can barely attain 70% on my lab reports. But yeah, pretty stoked! And the whole time I was trying to write that report, I was on facebook 75% of the time. GG!
Haha, there's so much to say about school! It's been quite a bland semester. Like I said, Winter school drained me so bad. And now I can't get back on track. I think it's quite difficult, trying to manage 2 jobs and school. But it is manageable, if I wasn't so lazy.
So let's talk about work.
Well NQT is on and off bad days. Sometimes my class is too big and I get frustrated because they're always asking for help when I'm trying to work 1 on 1 with a slower student. I had to move into another class at Braybrook and now I'm teaching grade 4, 5 and 6's in the morning. But for some reason, the work correction seems more difficult -_-" I am glad that the class the pretty smart because the previous tutor whipped them so freaking hard. They were so scared of her.
Ahhh and the Chemist. I am bound to get fired sooner or later. Hahaha. It's been a month since I've started (and since I've blogged ... and ... him) there and some days are good and some days are just horrible. My boss has quite a smart mouth but can be nice when he wants to. He yaps all day long and tries to flirt with young customers. It's not difficult working there, but you just kinda have to self guide yourself around. Learn things at your own pace. But that pace is quite slow because my mind is always preoccupied with something else. Also, the freaky customers that come in because it is a chemist after all. And middle age males who buy viagra. Eww *shivers* ... Then there's the other pharmacist, who's married to Thy (this youth worker I knew back in the day) and he's JUST MAJORLY SCARY. The other day, I miscommunicated with the customer because I can't put through Gold Card special transactions. And the lady said I just walked off. The pharmacist looks at me *full on greases* and said Communicate with the customer properly. Then a few seconds later I walked off to serve other customers and he said it again with a SCARY SCARY FACE. And the reason it's scary is because he's SO DAMN HUGE. Looks like he's gonna bite my head off.
Other than that, the chemist isn't so bad. I work with two of my friends and some days. And there's a lot of standing around and doing nothing/ or atleast pretend you're trying to do something.
Ok, work and school covered. Now umm, social life?
Not that I have much of a social life at the moment but Mr Loverboy and I are on our "seeing status" now. Yeah, I had no idea where we were at because we barely saw each other and spoke on a minimal basis for a few weeks. However, he did tell his friends that we were "seeing" again. So, I guess I'll take it at that. It's been really good between us. Talking and texting. And no fighting so far, so that's good. I did get to see him a few weeks ago. We went to the park and talked about general stuff then watched a movie at Crown. We watched Mao's Last Dance, which was pretty ok. He drove me home afterwards :) But yeah we still need to have that "talk." Ahh.. anyway..
And I finally had my first clubbing experience. LAWL! It wasn't too bad and I did have a good, tipsy night. It was for my friend's birthday. We were meant to go Eve, but ended up Chasers haha. Pretty funny night because some of Hong's friends couldn't get into Eve because of their hair. And we were actually in front of the queue and the guys were blaming my bad luck because of the Seven experience a few months back. Anyway, got to Chasers and downed two shots within 5 minutes. Damn Trang >< Then Alice made me drink even more. I also got picked up in the first 10 minutes I was there. This random girl comes up to me and I really thought she was someone I knew back in the day. But she was asking if I was interested in her friend and if I was single, because he was kind of keen on me. Lol. Anyway, I declined and just stood around. Then Alice told me to go with her to find a friend on the dancefloor and like the guy stopped me and said "let me buy you a drink.." and I said no. Then Alice pushed him. Haha. Kinda glad my first experience was fun and everyone was looking out for me. And I fell on some girl and she was ready to pounce on me but lucky my friend knew her and told her not to because I'm nice. Haha.
Anyway, I said that would be my first and last. But I just feel like drinking again. HAR HAR
There's a few birthdays coming up, but I'm scared to fail my exams :(:( Might have to give most of them a miss.
Anyway, enough from me because I need to finish this essay.
xoxo
I received my mark for the Psychology lab report that I've written. And I was pretty pleased to look at the criteria and see a lot of D's and HD marks. I flipped my page over, to find that I got an 80% mark! Woo! About time too. Because if I plan on doing Honours or Phd, I will get no where with my thesis if I can barely attain 70% on my lab reports. But yeah, pretty stoked! And the whole time I was trying to write that report, I was on facebook 75% of the time. GG!
Haha, there's so much to say about school! It's been quite a bland semester. Like I said, Winter school drained me so bad. And now I can't get back on track. I think it's quite difficult, trying to manage 2 jobs and school. But it is manageable, if I wasn't so lazy.
So let's talk about work.
Well NQT is on and off bad days. Sometimes my class is too big and I get frustrated because they're always asking for help when I'm trying to work 1 on 1 with a slower student. I had to move into another class at Braybrook and now I'm teaching grade 4, 5 and 6's in the morning. But for some reason, the work correction seems more difficult -_-" I am glad that the class the pretty smart because the previous tutor whipped them so freaking hard. They were so scared of her.
Ahhh and the Chemist. I am bound to get fired sooner or later. Hahaha. It's been a month since I've started (and since I've blogged ... and ... him) there and some days are good and some days are just horrible. My boss has quite a smart mouth but can be nice when he wants to. He yaps all day long and tries to flirt with young customers. It's not difficult working there, but you just kinda have to self guide yourself around. Learn things at your own pace. But that pace is quite slow because my mind is always preoccupied with something else. Also, the freaky customers that come in because it is a chemist after all. And middle age males who buy viagra. Eww *shivers* ... Then there's the other pharmacist, who's married to Thy (this youth worker I knew back in the day) and he's JUST MAJORLY SCARY. The other day, I miscommunicated with the customer because I can't put through Gold Card special transactions. And the lady said I just walked off. The pharmacist looks at me *full on greases* and said Communicate with the customer properly. Then a few seconds later I walked off to serve other customers and he said it again with a SCARY SCARY FACE. And the reason it's scary is because he's SO DAMN HUGE. Looks like he's gonna bite my head off.
Other than that, the chemist isn't so bad. I work with two of my friends and some days. And there's a lot of standing around and doing nothing/ or atleast pretend you're trying to do something.
Ok, work and school covered. Now umm, social life?
Not that I have much of a social life at the moment but Mr Loverboy and I are on our "seeing status" now. Yeah, I had no idea where we were at because we barely saw each other and spoke on a minimal basis for a few weeks. However, he did tell his friends that we were "seeing" again. So, I guess I'll take it at that. It's been really good between us. Talking and texting. And no fighting so far, so that's good. I did get to see him a few weeks ago. We went to the park and talked about general stuff then watched a movie at Crown. We watched Mao's Last Dance, which was pretty ok. He drove me home afterwards :) But yeah we still need to have that "talk." Ahh.. anyway..
And I finally had my first clubbing experience. LAWL! It wasn't too bad and I did have a good, tipsy night. It was for my friend's birthday. We were meant to go Eve, but ended up Chasers haha. Pretty funny night because some of Hong's friends couldn't get into Eve because of their hair. And we were actually in front of the queue and the guys were blaming my bad luck because of the Seven experience a few months back. Anyway, got to Chasers and downed two shots within 5 minutes. Damn Trang >< Then Alice made me drink even more. I also got picked up in the first 10 minutes I was there. This random girl comes up to me and I really thought she was someone I knew back in the day. But she was asking if I was interested in her friend and if I was single, because he was kind of keen on me. Lol. Anyway, I declined and just stood around. Then Alice told me to go with her to find a friend on the dancefloor and like the guy stopped me and said "let me buy you a drink.." and I said no. Then Alice pushed him. Haha. Kinda glad my first experience was fun and everyone was looking out for me. And I fell on some girl and she was ready to pounce on me but lucky my friend knew her and told her not to because I'm nice. Haha.
Anyway, I said that would be my first and last. But I just feel like drinking again. HAR HAR
There's a few birthdays coming up, but I'm scared to fail my exams :(:( Might have to give most of them a miss.
Anyway, enough from me because I need to finish this essay.
xoxo
Thursday, October 8, 2009
The Irony Of Things
The previous blog I wrote was titled Life is complete? To be honest, I kind of thought it was more like it made me feel more whole that usual. Like more stabilize than I have been throughout the year. I am person who doesn't like dramatic change and after that second job came in, I thought that's it. It's going to be like this for the next few months of my life. No fickleness.
However, I spoke to soon. The one person I've been wanting for so long decides to step back in my life, making me feel unstable again and made me feel as if I have to adjust my lifestyle again. For a day or two, I was contemplating heaps about this and there was a lot of stuff leaning towards the cons.
The WHAT IFs? I guess in the end, I chose what my heart desired most, which was my second chance. But there's always that part where, that second chance won't work out and I would just end up where I was a few months ago. But I need to remain optimistic about everything. Just about life in general I guess.
I guess my theory has been worked against
xoxo
However, I spoke to soon. The one person I've been wanting for so long decides to step back in my life, making me feel unstable again and made me feel as if I have to adjust my lifestyle again. For a day or two, I was contemplating heaps about this and there was a lot of stuff leaning towards the cons.
The WHAT IFs? I guess in the end, I chose what my heart desired most, which was my second chance. But there's always that part where, that second chance won't work out and I would just end up where I was a few months ago. But I need to remain optimistic about everything. Just about life in general I guess.
I guess my theory has been worked against
xoxo
Saturday, October 3, 2009
*Insert Creative Title* - Life is complete?
It's been another slacking few weeks for me but I would say it's been enjoyable. I've finally begun my exercising regime, which I started out pretty strong but now I am just in pain. I've stuck to my goal of actually going for a nice run! And it was great. I ran without stopping and surprisingly I made it out to about 15-20 minutes. I also played Basketball with a few acquaintances who I hopefully can call friends now because I intend on playing more sports with them on regular sporting days. But yeah everything has been great since I've been physically active than usual.
And to answer to my blog title. Is it? Well, I told myself and the LORD above that if I got my second job then I am going to focus on working and studying hard more than anything else. Oh I really need to explain what happened.
Ok, so what happened was I finally decided to apply at that Chemist. Two days later, I received a call, asking if I could work on Mondays and Fridays. I obviously couldn't work the full day because of school so I had to decline that offer. But the lady said they were short staffed for those days anyway, so HELLO, I'm the best you can find! But anyway, she called my back the following day anyway asking if I could work according to my listed availabilities which is like half day shifts. And I said Yes! So yeah, I'm pretty happy that they've called me back. I might not be their favourite because I sound all picky and shit but yeah SCHOOL first man. But yeah back to my point, two jobs mean I should be on the ball with time management and everything. I mean I got what I've asked for and I have to promise myself that I would stick to it.
Anywho, I've found that I have been so uncomfortable in my own body for this past year. Especially when I go clothes shopping. Trying on clothes and staring back at the mirror saying I LOOK FAT! OH MY FREAKING GOSH! I was going insane to be honest. But yeah, I had a huge rage about the clothes I buy anyway. Sister tends to damage everything I own. Eg. Clothes, she gets bleach stains all over it; Shoes she tends to drag her feet when she walks so the shoes get worn out faster -_-"
So yeah. Got to catch up with some peeps again. Tuesday, went for lunch with Helbot, Anthbot and Muppiez. We just sat in MC food court lusting after rich kids on MTV -_-" Then yeah. Left after Hel and Anth went to class.
Also caught up with a few of the girls today when went for lunch at Lazy Moe's. Yep again! But it was good. After that, some of us headed to hp for some shopping. Well it ended up being Muppiez, David, Phuong and I. But it was alright. I had a good time. Also they cannot stopping bagging me about a particular person. Aish! Phuong was so proud of me because I told her that I started talking to ************* And yeah -_-" Found a few items that I liked but might perhaps go back there tomorrow.
Oh gosh today MOTHER thought she was so funny. HAR HAR. She asked who was gonna take me to Lazy Moe's. I told her Tony Kim was. Then she's like "What happened to ******?" And I'm like ERR, I told you last time we don't talk anymore. Then she's like "Oh so been hanging with any other guys lately?" Ahh so random.
I think that's all I'm meant to write. Sorry no pictures this time because I cannot be bothered. SO GOODBYE
xoxo
And to answer to my blog title. Is it? Well, I told myself and the LORD above that if I got my second job then I am going to focus on working and studying hard more than anything else. Oh I really need to explain what happened.
Ok, so what happened was I finally decided to apply at that Chemist. Two days later, I received a call, asking if I could work on Mondays and Fridays. I obviously couldn't work the full day because of school so I had to decline that offer. But the lady said they were short staffed for those days anyway, so HELLO, I'm the best you can find! But anyway, she called my back the following day anyway asking if I could work according to my listed availabilities which is like half day shifts. And I said Yes! So yeah, I'm pretty happy that they've called me back. I might not be their favourite because I sound all picky and shit but yeah SCHOOL first man. But yeah back to my point, two jobs mean I should be on the ball with time management and everything. I mean I got what I've asked for and I have to promise myself that I would stick to it.
Anywho, I've found that I have been so uncomfortable in my own body for this past year. Especially when I go clothes shopping. Trying on clothes and staring back at the mirror saying I LOOK FAT! OH MY FREAKING GOSH! I was going insane to be honest. But yeah, I had a huge rage about the clothes I buy anyway. Sister tends to damage everything I own. Eg. Clothes, she gets bleach stains all over it; Shoes she tends to drag her feet when she walks so the shoes get worn out faster -_-"
So yeah. Got to catch up with some peeps again. Tuesday, went for lunch with Helbot, Anthbot and Muppiez. We just sat in MC food court lusting after rich kids on MTV -_-" Then yeah. Left after Hel and Anth went to class.
Also caught up with a few of the girls today when went for lunch at Lazy Moe's. Yep again! But it was good. After that, some of us headed to hp for some shopping. Well it ended up being Muppiez, David, Phuong and I. But it was alright. I had a good time. Also they cannot stopping bagging me about a particular person. Aish! Phuong was so proud of me because I told her that I started talking to ************* And yeah -_-" Found a few items that I liked but might perhaps go back there tomorrow.
Oh gosh today MOTHER thought she was so funny. HAR HAR. She asked who was gonna take me to Lazy Moe's. I told her Tony Kim was. Then she's like "What happened to ******?" And I'm like ERR, I told you last time we don't talk anymore. Then she's like "Oh so been hanging with any other guys lately?" Ahh so random.
I think that's all I'm meant to write. Sorry no pictures this time because I cannot be bothered. SO GOODBYE
xoxo
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